tired.

work these days is really crazy.
i leave house at 8am and only reach home at 11pm when i have closing duties,5 random days/wk. so freaking customers pls stop complaining when we're working so hard just to serve you .

no matter how hard i wanna deny this, work has definitely taken a toll on my relationships.
friends, family and my boy.

friends; i do not have all the time in the world to meet up with them like what i've planned before the end of A's. a gd eg would be my dear sis, flew to aussie and only back next yr. and the last few days she was still in s'pore, i was busy serving angry customers who can't wait to get their iphones. it has been months since i last saw her. plus my pri sch friends, have always been dying to meet them but our timings always seem to clash. HAIS. and gatherings, i've been missing out the ones w sweetie and gang, and i hope i'll not miss out on xmas eve.

family; hardly have time to go on NTUC trips with my dad cause ive gotta work on certain weekends. and outings with bro have to be cancelled cause i cant get off on those days. and if i could, i would priortise sometime w my boy instead. i feel bad.

the boy; quarrels ongoing for the past days, not exactly related to work. but work made it worse cause even before we could solve the issue, i was just too tired to continue the convo. he wouldn't tell me straight in the face but i could feel it. you know, maybe its just us girls, the feeling. so i sat him down and asked. indeed i was correct, he said he was waiting for me to finish my A's so as to spent more time w me. but instead, only a few days after my exams and i went to work. tears accumulated these days have indeed exceed the sum of past months. and now i finally know what's going on in his mind when i cry, " idiot, cry again." such a meanie hoh! but nonetheless, he'll always give me a big big hug after(:

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH,
god,i need at least 48 hrs a day.

AND, I'VE NOT DONE XMAS SHOPPING YET)))))))):

it's not abt the gifts, but its the season when i wanna let my close ones know tt they're really appreciated. how now.